I had never fallen asleep while still sitting up before in my life. I now cannot count the amount of times I will fall asleep and still manage to securely cradle a small human being in my arms. As much as you love playing with him, making him laugh and sharing all of these amazing “firsts” there are going to be so many moments where you just really wish you could morally fill their bottle with whiskey and crank the heat up to 85 so HE WILL JUST SLEEP.
Not that I’d ever consider such a thing. Not realistically anyway. Not yet.